From time to time, Christians feel iced
up for the reason that they think that to pursue God best, they need to get
back to an earlier, more spiritual version of themselves. But we can follow God
from right where we are. In fact in life generally, no one can go back and make
a brand new beginning. What we ought to do is start right where we are and make
a brand new ending.
Many of us remember a time when we
walked more closely with the Lord.
We can even discover ourselves comfortably
anesthetized in a state of lethargy, ostensibly unable to move forward because
we’re permitting something in our past to hold us back.
It could be because of many reasons. It
could be we displeased God. It could be we hurt someone or perhaps we committed
deliberate sin. Perhaps we’re struggling to forgive someone who hurt us. Possibly
we’re mad with/about someone or something. “And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit
I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and
give you a heart of flesh” Ezekiel 36:26.
More often, deliberately or
subconsciously, we leave ourselves to the thought that our lives are in all
probability not what they were sought to be and it’s all Plan B from here. How
do you have hope in Plan B?
A better question would be: How do you pursue
God when life doesn’t work out precisely as you had planned? What do you do following
a letdown that was your own responsibility or a bolt from the blue that was out
of your control?
Perhaps something occurred and you
can’t disengage yourself from it and you’re at all times thinking about
it. Remember, “The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies
never come to an end”, Lamentations 3:22-23.
The contemplation is for all time
there, prowling just beneath the facade, ceaselessly grabbing a few of your
hard drive space and depleting you of optimism and self-belief. The thought
goes something like this: “There was a time when my faith was really strong and
I walked with God, but I’m just not there anymore. I could never get back
there. I’ve tried to get back to that point but I just can’t.”
You don’t have to. Christ is enthusiastic
to start all over again in you and with you from wherever you are right now.
You’re one stride away from give in, one step away from approaching home. Isaiah
43:18-19 says “Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold,
I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will
make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the
desert.
If we were excellent enough to gratify
God on our own, we would’ve never desired a Savior in the first place.
“Brothers
and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one
thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward
what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to
win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus” Philippians
3:13-14.
The more we let God take us over, the more truly
ourselves we become - because He made us. He invented us. He invented all the
different people that you and I were intended to be. . .It is when I turn to
Christ, when I give up myself to His personality, that I first begin to have a
real personality of my own.
The chief beauty about time is that you cannot
waste it in advance. The next year, the next day, the next hour are lying ready
for you, as perfect, as unspoiled, as if you had never wasted or misapplied a
single moment in all your life. You can turn over a new leaf every hour if you
choose.
Every story has an end, but in life every ending
is a new beginning. Maybe it’s not always about trying to fix something broken.
Maybe it’s about starting over and creating something better. Never be afraid
to start over. You got covered by Christ already. “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be
dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold
you with my righteous hand”, Isaiah 41:10
It's a chance to rebuild your life the way you
wanted all along.
Permit God to do what He’s trying to
do. He’s trying to tell you to let your past rest in his sea of forgetfulness.
Don’t allow lies and guilt over “these things I’ve done, these places I’ve
gone, and these things I’ve seen” to derail the most important relationship you
could ever have. Jesus is so much bigger than your failure.
There is hope when God gives you a new
beginning. God is doing a new thing (Isaiah 43:19). God will not look you over
medals, degrees or diplomas, but for scars.
This is a deep piece.Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteThis is a deep piece.Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteFantastic read! God bless you Kim for sharing and encouraging us to focus on the goal not the past.
ReplyDeleteFantastic read! God bless you Kim for sharing and encouraging us to focus on the goal not the past.
ReplyDeleteHow often I have felt this.. But indeed God is faithful to renew our hearts, spirit,new mercies and grace for every new day. Thank you for sharing Edwin. Keep on keeping on and be blessed.
ReplyDeleteHow often I have felt this.. But indeed God is faithful to renew our hearts, spirit,new mercies and grace for every new day. Thank you for sharing Edwin. Keep on keeping on and be blessed.
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